11:48 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
v.sian..v.fan..v.irritated..duno y la..juz hate being forced to plan..juz dun like being e middleman..juz dun like when i cant b e natural mi..time n again..i haf said..hw cum im always e one who haf to tink..tink of others feelin..others tis n tat..y cant anione juz b so nice n step out 2 gif mi some suggestion or afford some help to mi..y am i always e one doin e helpin..stop askin mi "song how song how"..y cant b "song..i help u..u sit down n relax"..i reali dun like e life im in now..doesnt like e ways some of e things tat are happening ard mi nw..