2:55 AM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006

yeah...lifes so happening these daes that i hardly got time to blog...hahaa...i actuli started tis post in aug..now end of oct alreadi n im still editing tis post..haha...well...theres ups & downs...tats life...but guess more better stuff are happening rite now...kind of veri hapi with tat..hehee...shall share about e recent things tat hapen in my life...hehee...enjoy~~ welcome to my life~~~

well...i cant reali rem much tat hapen in e past few weeks...hmmm...i rem i went to watch fireworks with zhao n frens on 8th aug..national day eve..hahaa...damn crowded lo...fireworks was great...but was reali too hot..cos reali alot of pple...hahaa..went to catch a show later..."my super ex gf"..a crap show but reali funny..haha..

9th aug..rch workplace at 7am...we having our 1st ever major fishing competition..alot of things to prepare b4 we actuli start...was so busy tat dae...9am sharp, e competition start..hahaa...300+ pple fishing there...reali big crowd...i stil rem i walk thru a crowd...reali alot of pple...i luv e scene...hahaa...took afew pics too...so nice...mi work n work e whole dae...was even drenched due to e rain...well...e thing ends at 5pm...biggest fish was 9.4kg...veri big..haha..then we had e prize presentation b4 we start to clear up...mi tahan till 8pm+ then reali cant tk it liao..i went out to haf dinner n go home slp le..haha...too tired...but nice experience...

mi went to attend a talk on 12th aug at cityhall..a speech prepared by my lecturer..e best part of e talk is e speech given by Marina Bay Sands...they won e Marina Bay IR bid and my lecturer manage to get e manager to gif a speech...im reali impressed by their concept..n the shape of the hotels n shopping centre...im reali cant wait 4 e IR to start...i hope i can work in there someday..haha...then i mit mx to eat at MS...lunch..haha...after 4hrs of talk...reali hungry le...ate reali nice italian food...well...after tat i went back to work lo...busy day~~

hmm...on e 18th, i had a meeting wif my lecturer at his office in suntec..e purpose was like...mi wanting some jobs opportunity from him...n some help...cos i feel tat im reali quite lost in life now..i duno if i shld cont working 4 dad or watever...well...2hrs in his office...im reali convinced by him...he taught mi alot..n now im tryin to work hard...hope i can achieve something big in life...then i had another meeting wif dad n boss at dad's office regarding e stuff my lecturer haf told mi...i ask 4 one mth time...for mi to do all marketing stuff 4 our company...muz work hard~

after meeting..i cont to do my assignment...its my off day n yet i spend 5hrs on meeting...off day like nvr off liddat...sianz...hmm...went back marina sq to mit diana for dinner..mths since i last saw her le..hahaha...she treat mi eat..haha..she owe mi de...cos we make a bet to see whether liverpool or man utd can take 2nd place last season...n of cos..so clear...i won..hahaa...man utd!!

well...i rem on the 19th..sat nite..i do assisgnment till 6am in e morn...then i cont on sun...nvr go work...i do from noon to nite sia...finally complete my assignment...phew...then i went to suntec to submit my assignment on mon...walk ard wif my godsis after tat...lookin 4 a new shirt n shoes...but i reali duno wat to buy leh...sianz...

one of e best moment tat hapen 2 mi tis yr...i mit up wif rose on 22nd aug..tue nite...she date mi out..hahaa..im shocked too...i guess shes feelin down ba...aniwae...i picked her up at esplanade at 11pm..shes asked mi 2 name a place to go...quite testing actuli...well..heng im prepared...i suggest to her Mt Faber n shes so hapi about it..haha..so off we go...

actuli its my 1st time to Mt Faber..haha...23yrs le..1st time...she oso consider 1st time ba..e last time she went was like 10yrs ago..hahaa..aniwae...driving there wasnt tat hard...but findin way up there reali mafan..hahaa...one way road...dark...steep...well..heng mi noe hw drive..haha...on e way..i found why shes so stressed up le...of cos...secret...hehehee...

finali got to e place...i got someone to park mi car..then we walked up...n there we rch...wow...i can say...im amazed...i heard gd stuff about Mt Faber...but i reali didnt noe its soo gd...veri veri nice scenery...we can see sentosa n e world trade centre...e lights..e bridge...e tables n chair..well..rose dun like e chair..haha...n its quite windy too...e whole place reali nice..i luv e atmosphere...hahaa...reali reali attractive to mi...even e toilets is unqiue..haha...n i got a great partner...rose wore a pinkish flowerish shirt with black short skirts...reali match e settings of e place...great...heheee....

yeah...rose took her own sweet ordering her food...n she did request a special order...cant say out..cos now oni i noe..haha...hmmm...i try to do something special 4 her after tat...well...dunwan say much oso le..hahahaa...better to keep things simple betw us...mi n her gone thru so much...fate doesnt like us...always make us miz out on each other...but aniwae...at least we still gd frens...hehee...i always enjoyed toking to her...shes mature...n her tinking is reali diff...so mani yrs le...i still find her amazing...e way she handle her life...her thoughts....heee...didnt realise we sat ther for 3hrs...2am le...e place closing le...we took a walk ard....b4 heading to my car...

driving down is easy...but finding my way after tat reali hard..hahaha..1st time i rch some unknown places in sg...heng..mi not road idiot...manage to get back on track...well...rose...i hopes shes alrite...i realise shes not alrite these daes...thru her conversation on hp wif someone i can reali understand wats shes going thru...i wish her e best...hehee...as 4 my pals reading...pls...dun get it wrong...i haf no intentions on rose...juz a gd fren..hehehee...better clear e air 1st..lalala..well...i reali reali enjoyed e nite....cheersss....

then came zhao bdae...on 26th..haha...i had an event in e morn...then 3pm go home help out...my didi 21st bdae leh...i got him a LCD monitor!! veri exp de hor..haha...my di mah..i dun mind paying...but got pple share de hor...hahahaa...i took a nap...6pm wake...alot pple rch liao sia...mi go ard to entertain..haha..zhao frens all i noe de mah...esp gals..lol~~ bath n style my hair nice nice then start my entertaining..hhahahaa...go ard chat wif pple...hmm...zhao gals frens all i noe de...heheee...reali long time nvr see some of them le...hahaa...

best part is zhao cut cake time...hehee...took pics wif him n parents...of cos im out 4 revenge for my 21st bdae loh...sang e bdae song...after tat i distract him..i offer him a green tea..n he drank e whole pack!! for those who duno mi didi...he dun drink green tea..he will vomit one..haha..its tested n proven...but i force him to...got pics n video..hahaha..power...then i purposely tk pics wif him...then come sen with a cake specially to smash zhao de...whack~~ hahaa..then water splashed on him oso...i put lots n lots of cake on him...hahahaa...sweet revenge...everytin on video...so fun...hahaha..hapi 21st bdae my dear didi...ehehee...after tat i play wif his frens till 5am then slp...n oso see see zhao presents...not bad wor...lol~~ he hapi can le...my didi mah..i super dote on him de...hahaha...

oh ya...someone turn up 4 zhao bdae...my lan lan~~ hehee..i didnt expect her to come de...well..im glad she did...still got janice syi srong meng j sen ph...all my poly grp de...but still e most shocking is lan lan come..hehee..she got mi a gift cos she went biz trip overseas...hee..i noe she dote mi de..sure get mi sumtin..bleah...i luv e gift...white coloured shorts...hehee..chat wif lan meng n j for quite some time...lan lookin at e europe book...haha..joke wif her tats our planned honeymoon place....her response v.sweet...shes cute..i like...hahaa...cannot disclose too much...wait tio aim again..hahaa...change topic liao~~

aniwae..mi played soccer in pasir ris on sun 27th..sen joined mi too...1st ever time i wear my boots in so mani yrs...reali veri veri long nvr try playin in field le..tink e last time i played was like poly times...heng i still can wear my boots..hahaa...hmmm...heng i still manage 2assists..hahaa...but run a hour plus oni then mi cant take it liao...too long nvr exercise le..haha...e last time i played soccer was like 3mths ago le...oh man...i haf to start exercising le...gettin out of shape le...but now...whole body muscle ache...reali jialat..hahaha...

hmm..mit up wif yh on mon 28th..its almost a yr since i last met her...i rem e last time i saw her was like e dae i had my operation..she came to hosp to visit mi...i stil rem im so shocked to see her then...heee..well..she has grown so matured..as in her appearance wise...ya..she gt a bf now...for bout a yr le..so fast...ahahaa...i mit yh at cozway juz nw cos i nid to settle some stuff...then i drove her to prata shop outside mi hse 4 supper...hmmm..i brought her to a place near her hse..its like a park..n she didnt even noe its exist..hahaa...its a reali quiet place...not mani pple noe...n its my 1st time there though i noe e place...lol...had a chat wif her at e park...nice atmosphere and veri clean environment...quite windy there tooo..lol...im oso surprised by tat..hahaa...i like e place....

well..yh is another gal whom im so linked wif in e past...esp poly times...yp super jealous of her back then...lol...tinkin back reali makes mi wanna luff...hahaa...i miz those times in poly...and e time i waiting for army..tat 5mths of holiday..lol..now...things haf change so much le...luckily mi n yh still got things to chat..hahaa...reali miz her as a fren...i rem she used to be wif mi and comfort mi when i broke up wif yp...n i was ther when she broke up too...lol...so nice n sweet then...hehee..i treasure e simple frenship i haf wif her....smilez...

mit j 4 lunch on sat..2nd sept..at cineleisure...we ate sushi buffet..haha..then we went to shop ard in orchard n suntec..duck n liang oso wif us..hmm..e best thing of e day is...mi n j went to mit yp at tcc ard 7pm..tokin bout yp...shes back fr e states...n finali..after one year..we mit up..i didnt expect tat also...i cant believe tat we actuli got back contact...well..i dont see tat happenin a year ago...but im glad...to see her again....hehee...

we sat at tcc at citylink...chat...drink..n surf net using j's laptop...hahaa..we spend 5hrs there wor...soo long...yp tok about her US trip..her frens...its abit weird at 1st...mi n her cant reali chat...but after awhile...things got better le...hmm...went to eat supper at s11 after tat..jayne joined us wif her dog..so cute~~ i held her dog..so nice to hug...hahaa..yp oso touch e dog..she abit scare..hahaa...well...i send yp home after tat...oh mine...e route to her hse...1yr+ nvr send her home liao...e same old route she used over e yrs...i rem e route clearly...used to send her home almost everydae during poly times...times flies...its 4yrs after we broke up le...so mani things had hapen...im juz glad...reali glad tat we get back to contact again..i noe we can be v.gd frens de...i hope tis frenship goes on...juz like wat sen mention in his blog...i do enjoy e moments...

had a interview on mon morn..4th sept..wore formal with tie wor..haha..its a job interview..a chance to work as event coordinator for e upcoming car show...cool~~ liang got mi tis lobang de...mi juz tryin luck oni..haha..well..interview was alrite...tink i over qualified 4 e job...they did ask mi to call them back but i didnt...cos my xam crashed wif e event..no choice..got to gif up..

went to find liang at lido after tat...went liang office..wow...his colleagues noe about mi b4 i rch..muz be liang big mouth..duno say wat le..hahaa..aniwae i so handsome..no prob de lah..haha...went eat jap food wif liang...then i went to cut hair at far east..liang intro de so i try lo..hehe..i went shopping alone after tat at suntec...then mit ah lian jie 4 chat...get to see my godson again...gettin bigger le..so cute...mit meng after tat...super heavy rain...ate at nearby coffeeshop...then went home...soo tired....

oh ya...i dye my hair e nex dae on tue...liang lo..jio mi go dye..i cant take it le..haha..drove to orchard ard 6pm+...mit liang at far east...had a gd chat wif e hair dresser...hahaa..3hr+ leh my hair...liang oso dye...well...cant disclose my colour...muz mit mi then noe..hehehe...

mit lanlan on fri..8th sept..was reali sick actuli...feverish..sore throat...but i still went out to mit her..i noe she sure scold mi de..but im liddat de..i dun care...cos so hard to mit up wif her..muz go mit..hehe...e moment she sit mi car...touch mi forhead...she ask mi go hm le..haha..expected...she dun allow mi to drive..lol~~ but..being song song..mi cfm can tok my way thru de..hehee...went to drink coffee at ser.gardens coffee bean...i not supposed to drink de...but i did..hehee...chat wif lan lan for afew hrs...touch on alot stuffs...hehee...i always feel so hapi chatting wif her de...i feel so at ease wif her...cos maybe she reali dote mi alot...but being her...she always show in another way..hahaa...i juz luv playing wif her...heheee...

then i was like so sick e nex 2days...i slp e whole wkend i tink...cant rem hw long i slp..hahaa...was better on mon...went to tk car 4 yp..drove her car to work...n to sch on tue e 12th..glad to noe tat e whole class pass e assignment...heng arh...hahaa..i hope to do better for e nex assignment...muz jiayou le...

oh~~ watch devil wear prada!!!...i luv e show~~ now..i not so keen about action films..i more keen to watch movies about real life experiences..i juz luv e way e movie goes...it shows how e life of a person changes when gounded by work...i juz crazy about e whole show..i even went to buy e book...haha....

hmm...i went NTU hostel pick yp fr prp....i cant believe i did tat too..aniwae...i nvr been to hostel b4 so no harm gg....went to look ard at her hall...brand new de sia...so power...now i noe how e life is inside a hostel...hahaa...drove ard e campus...yp showed mi ard...wow...reali amazing..so big...lol...i haf nvr been to any local UNI b4...hahaa...went to eat prata after tat wif yp n sen...b4 sending yp home...tired....

oh..so fast...rch 16th sept le..hahaha...went to watch the host wif yp, yl, sen n j....saw sweety at J8..oh mine..i stil rem e last time i saw them...was so totally crazy about yan yan then..now not so siao le..hahaa..aniwae...e show "e host" was quite craps i tink..haha..no meaning one...oni tat yp scare mi alot times lah..lol...she dun reali dare to watch scary show de...haha...

17th sept...slp 4hr oni....got event..vicom company...got nice gal fr e event wor..quite cute...tok to her for awhile...hahaa...but mi work 14hrs sia..sumore got flu...tired....hmmm....i rem on e 21th sept...yp car give up on mi...sad...it broke down when i was driving to work...had to send e car to workshop...n wait 4 mi dad to pick mi...so sianz...then i travel ard wif dad...he go west coast for meeting....e amazing thing is...i saw shirley..sen godsis..walking across e bed when we stop at e traffic light..faint...hahaa..i cant believe that i actuli met her tat way...hahaa..so stunning..i didnt see her for years liao i tink....sg reali reali small...i hapen to see her at west coast juz liddat! faint...

27th sept..went to take yp car..then go beach road..arab street to mit client..i didnt noe e place was so nice wor..hahaha...saw one cafe ther..quite interesting...shall br pple go there in future...after tat go toa payoh mit ah lian jie awhile to take something...then head off to toa payoh central to mit ling ling...was alreadi ard 9pm le...we mit up to eat...so long nvr mit her le...both of us so busy..hahaa..had a reali nice chat wif her...then i haf to go pasir ris to pick people..haf to send some workers to causeway..custom there...faint...reali damn sian..cos i mean driving e whole day le...rch hm...v.tired...ko~~

mit yp at whitesands on thur 28th....we sat down at mac to see her pics she took at the states...haiz...reali envy her...can go states..somemore enjoy so much...go so mani places..took so mani pics...play so mani things...doubt i have e chance to ever go america...sob...im so jealous...hmm...send her to her chalet after tat..then go back work..went geylang pick yp again at nite...duno y i so gd..hahaha..aniwae...we went liquid kitchen at thomson there 4 a drink...and also see her pics again...make mi jealous again....sianz....

29th...went natas in e noon wif yp...walk ard for 2hrs then yp went off...mi cont to look for tours to korea...went off ard 5pm...carpark reali ex...7 bucks for 3hr+..reali sux...mit liang j n duck again at natas at 7pm...tis time to cfm e tour package...yp oso came...but she left after tat...duno wat she tinking oso...travel here n ther..hahaa..aniwae...we book e tour to korea le..in dec...yeah~~ im reali lookin 4ward for e trip!!

30th sept..another packed day...went to watch forbidden city by kit chan wif j duck n liang..v.nice wor..i luv it..hahaa..now im into opera...hahaa..grown up...kit chan voice super power neh..e theatre oso nice...mi 1st time go esplanade theatre..haha..oh..i saw rosemary when gg down fr e escalator...duno y cfm muz knock into her when im there..hahaa..then mi went to watch jackie chan new movie..e baby movie..hahaa..rch hm 3am sia..tired...5hr of sitting..lol..

1st oct...went airport to fetch my parents...they went HK...was waitin 4 them...then i see alot gals...holdin cameras etc...then someone appeared...cant reali see him at 1st...he wore cap n sun glasses..later then i realise he is wang li hong sia..hahaha...aiyo...small world...tink he came to promote his album...cant believe i saw him..hahaa..

3th oct tue...super busy....went bugis to find cheap lanterns 4 e event to be held at pasir ris...then go tamp to get more lanterns...n oso to pasir ris to book mooncake...reali tiring....sianz..cos i in charge of everytin mah...wat to do...manager...ya...full of shiit work...sux..

4th oct...yp came to mi hse...for e 1st time in so mani yrs..haha..she came over to tk her car mah..i wan show her e prob wif her car...mit up wif her at BK at sem. shopping center to eat...reali weird feeling..i used to eat at SSC wif her in poly...e whole place full of memories to mi..hahaa...aniwae...she rch me place more worse wor...esp when she in mi room....years ago shes mine...100%...now...shes wif other guy le n im still single..hahaa...life reali so unpredictable...well....at least she turn 4 e better now le...im glad 4 her....oh...she came to see my mum oso de...she bought mi mum a box of mooncake...something she haven done in a yr...hahaa...hmm...mi showed her e car...n drove her to her cousin shop 4 repairs....went amk mos burger for a drink wif yp...mi waiting 4 mi kor to pick mi ...while she wait 4 her job to start...

5th oct thurs...went mandarin hotel 4 a talk...tis time is a talk on gaming and casino mgmt..oso done by my lecturer..went there to listen lo...veri interesting topic...aniwae...e ballrm was great...hahaa...went to eat at coffee xpress wif liang after e talk...then i go prp wif shirt n pants...looks reali cool..hahaa....alot gals saw mi...say i look handsome!! yeah...lol~~

oct 6th...mooncake festival day...e lanterns were all lighted up..alot pple holding lanterns..playin candles...we gif out alot gifts too...so nice e whole place...alot lanterns and candles lights...so sweet...oh ya..mi go kelong oso..at ard 5pm..hahaa..go tk fish...e boat we took reali power wor...damn fast...aniwae...e kelong reali cute...so mani fishes...veri shaky oso..haha...had lots of fun there while e others do e work..hahaa...went amk to find meng n j 4 billard after my work...slow join us too...haha...i call her to come de...then we went to a place near slow place 4 a chat...rch hm 3am le..tired....ko again..hahaa..

oct 7th sat...went eat wif sen ph n j at chong pang...then go bugis...j drive..power sia...went sim lim...then to bugis...we park at shaw tower....went icons...saw sumtin 4 yp...bought it in an instance...so hapi to get such a cute gift 4 yp..hahaha...then we went parco bugis...bought a jacket from S&K...hahaha...go korea can use ba...went eat fish n co...yp joined us...power sia e foood.....gif yp e gift...shes so hapi...all went home after tat...oni tat mi n j go occ to play billard...cos mi 4got to bring keys..cant go home...haf to wait 4 pple to rch home...so go billard to kill time...hahaa....

oct 8th sun...do some things 4 my room...room change again le....hahaa...dunwan say much...shift here n there so mani times in a year...reali cant get used to e new arrangement...but bo bian wor...fengshui...no complaint~~

oct 11th...wed morn...got shock sms...earli in e morn...make mi cant slp...haiz...j lah...no lah...cant blame him...hes gd to tell mi...mi whole day cant do my things...at nite time go wif meng...reali cfm...she lost her mum..haiz...1st sight i see her...reali wan break down...shes so weak...small shoulder of hers like so tired....she hang on so much...been thru so much..when she saw mi n meng...she reali like wan to break down le...mi oso cant take it...fighting hard to hold mi tears...cos i noe i haf to control my feelings...

thur nite go again...did my best to help out her...haiz...my heart reali felt 4 her...cant take it to see her liddat...reali hurts....fri...mi do assignment at home during e day...then mit j eat LJS...v.long nvr eat le...then tk cab down to lan place...to help her again...then lan's fren sent us home...his car reali v.power....1st time i sit in such a heavily "mod" car..power...

sat morn...mit meng n slow eat...then go lan there again...sat...last day le...help her abit...then "walked" with them....took bus to guang ming san...took bus back...help lan in packing up...then go lan hse...pei her till 6pm then we go off...cos i nid to pick mi mum fr pasir ris...meng n slow came mi hse...i bath...then go eat dinner and watch movie after tat.."e departed"....another cock show lah...so sianz...waste of mi $$.....

sun..15th oct...mi was sick...reali sick...but still manage to finish my assignemnet..woke up at 7am e nex day to go submit assignment..then go prp...work whole day...even haf to go down water...work till nite then free...reali veri veri tired...bad weather too...but...my mind is about her...i cant concentrate on anitin...though i was sick..was v.tired...but i dun feel anitin...reali v.worried about her...hope shes fine...i noe i cannot disclose too much about wat hapen...but im just so worried about her...haiz...my mood was reali down for mani days...

thur...oct 19th...haiz...its over betw me n yp...i duno y e frenship betw us cant be kept...i duno hw to save...duno wat to do...maybe...its better 4 us not to contact...cant take it animore...argh..i juz hate it...duno y we argue again...but reali v.stupid...about e same old shiit tat hapen last yr...reali fuk...damn fuk up...i had enuff of all e nonsenses...better not contact with her animore...reali waste of time n efforts...i juz gif up...no regrets...pissed....

fri...oct 20th...nite time...mi car break down near j place...so fedup..haf to push car...heng got j n meng to help...then went occ for billard and eat at prata shop...haiz...mood wasnt tat gd...but nvm lah...at least got them to pei mi...im glad...

sat..21 oct..played soccer in e morn...then noon time i went to lan place..bought some herbal tea 4 her...hmm...went her place juz to pei her lo...chat wif her...watch tv wif her...then she slept awhile cos she not feeling well...had dinner at her place too..its been a week..im still v.worried about her...cant imagine i spend near 9hrs at her place juz to pei her...but as long as shes alrite..i dun mind de...juz wanna make sure shes ok....cos i noe she wan pple to pei her de...

mi left ard 11pm..sen picked mi up..we went j8 to watch death note...quite an interesting show...but i tink reali 4 guys de...gals hardly interested ba..hahaa...rch home ard 3am...super tired...then sun..22 oct...woke up early again...went to eat wif e whole family...cos mi mum bdae on 23th...went to eat crystal jade...super full sia...tink veri expensive sia tat meal..hahaah...order alot of food...but nvm lah..mum enjoy can le...oh ya...mx bdae same as mi mum...hapi bdae to both of them...hahaha...

mon...23rd oct...rch workplace ard 12pm...saw da jie jie~~...i noe her at pasir ris de...she luv fishing...always come wif her bf...hahaa..shes 5yrs older than mi....chat wif her for quite awhile...loading fish tat time she joined mi...hahaa...mi gave her free fishes lo...hahaa...shhh...later tio complaint..hahaa....then rain!!...faint...all drenched...so damn sianz lo....but nvm lah...da jie jie took mi to white sand...she treat mi eat swenson...curry chicken baked rice~~~ sooooo nice...hahaha...da jie jie works in swenson at bugis...shes a manager...hahaha...she buy got staff discount....so nice of her...treat mi eat...hahaa...e funny thing is...she said to her frens in whitesands swenson is tat..she fishing cute boi boi at fishing area...n im e new one...lol~~ so cute...hahaha...so nice...got another da jie jie to care 4 mi le...yeah...im so hapi...lalalala....

went back to eat e baked rice...oso ask mum to try...her fav too..hahaha...enjoy~~ ...but e bad thing is....haiz..i 4got its ph eve...faint...at nite not enuff pple work arhh...even mi haf to help out...reali tired...work till 2am leh~~ faint...rch home 3am ko le...zzzzz....

wow...finally i rch 2dae date le..tue 24th oct..hahaa...after work..i went to mit lanlan...picked her up at her place....1st thing i did when she in my car is tat i check if she got fever not...tis gal hor...aiyo...then muz cover her wif mi jacket b4 moving off....aniwae...we go ser.gardens for coffee again..heheee...did parallel parking...faint...i nvr do tat b4 lo...cos i hate it...if not 4 lan lan...i cfm stuck de..hahaha...she luff at mi parking sia...zzz...sian diao....

bought my fav drink...sat down wif her...mi wore jacket...she tot i sick...hahaa...she check mi forehead...we two reali funny de...keep tinking we both like sick sick one...lol...i call tat concern...hahahaa...aniwae...chat wif her loh...cant disclose much...but i juz noe her style....heee...she noe it...maybe those days spend wif her in poly...reali make mi understand her alot...shes e one who taught mi alot of things...cos she been thru alot...reali like a jie jie to me..take care of me...pamper mi...dote mi...so sweeettt...

then i drove her ard in my car...she wanna go 4 a spin...hmm...drove thru some parts of sengkang...even she nvr ever been b4...hahaa...i oso wor...1st time sia...alot unknown places n see those unwanted LRT stations....cool...heheee...

hmmm...we did chat in e car...i told her quite afew things...juz let her noe tat i reali concern about her...cos shes lan lan mah...someone who played an impt role in my life esp in poly times...if not 4 her...my last sem in poly cfm fail de...cos of her then i study...she pulled mi up when i broke off wif yp...she taught mi on how to control my temper...my impatience...n not to shake mi legs when sitting! hahaa..she basically juz pinched n whacked mi when i shake mi legs de loh...pain~~ but it helped lo...mi cured...haha..no more shaking of legs le..lol...bad habit...

she noe i like to be wif her...cos oni infront of her, i can be my true self..like a small boi boi she said..hahaa..i dun need to fake..dun need to act when im wif her...tats y i dote on her soo much..i dun care whether people will misundertook anitin...i will treat her v.well de...i rem those days she took mi to see doc...she pei mi when im injured..cook 4 mi..teach mi study...pei mi play..movie shopping swimming...she was there 4 mi when i was down...yet we lost contact for 2yrs...tat 2yrs she been thru hell...i wasnt there 4 her and i reali blame myself 4 tat...now shes down again..i will make sure im there 4 her...no matter how much it takes...i will be with her de...cos mi reali dote her alot...

well..e best moment today is...i saw her smilez juz now...so sweett...i haven seen her smilez for quite some time...hope to bring her more happyness...im juz so hapi 2dae...its juz like back to e old days when we were v.close...im veri veri glad...i promise i wont lose her again...



my heart felt 4 her...hopes she fine...i will do my very best to make her hapi...

posted by Pr|nce @ 2:55 AM  

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